Saturday we went for a nice bike ride through San Jose and stopped for some play time at a park that I'd once been to for an adoption picnic so many years ago. That day so long ago I remember dreaming of being here again with my daughter and watching her play and enjoy the park grounds, which are beautiful and massive! I wasn't disappointed at all, well except for the fact that I forgot the camera....gerrrr! I know I'll be back and of course the memory of the day is engrained in my brain and heart now. Sweet moments.
Big J and his cricketOn Sunday after church we headed to my nephews birthday party for a good time and of course some cake! Within moments of getting there I was struck with a total sense of deja vu and again a quiet moment of reflection and a tear or two. Just one year ago we were in the final months of waiting and the rumors were wild and crazy and filled with hope. Conversation at the party was full of "when", " how long has it been" and of course, "you're still waiting??". Our nerves were frayed and yet both Mike and I were so hopeful that by our nephew's next birthday there would be a new family member singing "Happy Birthday!". That moment came true today and it was a sweet moment watching our girl try to sing along with the party.
First time with balloons!
My nephew who thinks Big J is superman!
Grandma and her girlSo when we sat at the same table and the same people surrounded each other, it was as though the long wait had never happened for us. It was a first for all of us and one filled with joy and grace, a moment we've all dreamed of. Singing my nephew happy birthday couldn't have been any sweeter, especially when he looked up at he holding his cousin in my arms and smiled. SO, so sweet!