I find my days now are more prayer based than ever before. Actually I think I'm just having this ongoing conversation with God right now. I don't always hear Him in return but I'm in constant chat with Him right now. I go to a cupboard to see what awaits me to sort through and I question my desire to keep anything that I see. Most of the time I toss it into the Goodwill pile and move forward. The load on my shoulders just keeps getting lighter and lighter.
We signed the lease last night on a sweet place and my lists have now multiplied and my mind is beginning to see the end of this part of our lives. Not only the end of our life in this home but the end of this emotional roller coaster we've been on for what feels like a lifetime. The next chapter is unknown but it will be good I know. It will be good because we have learned lessons that we didn't know we needed to learn. It will be good because my attitude before is not the attitude I have today. It will be good because we made it through this valley of our lives as a family that is more connected than before.
It will be good.
When God gives someone wealth and possessions, and the ability to enjoy them, to accept their lot and be happy in their toil - this is a gift from God. - Ecclesiastes 5:19